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awe struck at how selfish and disgusting that was of her to doš her whole thing was she āwasnāt sureā if she was going to go through with it so JUST IN CASE SHE LED HIM AROUND AND LET EVERYONE BELIEVED SHE HAD KILLED HERSELF? However, the amount of people who knew how bad she was or suspected, and not acted at all to do anything.
COLIN COULDNT FIGURE OUT THAT AARON WAS HER BROTHER AFTER HE WAS ACTING PROTECTIVE BUT BEING GROSSED OUT AT THE PROSPECT OF HIM AND LILY BEING A THING?
She was confused and relived at the same time, yet always went back to where the book started off of, her death. this was probably the most ridiculous thing iāve ever readš also can i just say what kind of sick prank was being like āyasss i diedā and making some guy run around to find the body meanwhile youāre alive all along? i thought her outlook would change steadily, slowly, so readers could follow along without getting confused, but it didnāt.
LILY NOT BEING ABLE TO PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER THAT COLINS SISTER DIDNT HAVE A FLU SHE LITERALLY HAD CANCER? I am happy it shows how bad depression can get without a "reason", because I think that it is so rarely shown but so common. How Lily describes depression, how her mood varies from semingly okay to just wanting to die in the span of a few sentences in her journal is so accurate. genuinely one of the worst books iāve ever read which is so annoying because i did like the premise/plot.
The younger people I get more, because they are trying to be loyal and not make things worse, but even the older adults who suspected did nothing. For help with these queries or to submit general questions, comments or feature requests, try Goodreads Help or use the Contact Us form. absolutely despised Lily she was so pick me and iāve trauma blocked out half of this so i cant even mention examples but just know she was so annoying.
If you're a Librarian and want to process requests, please refer to our Librarian Manual to ensure edits are performed in line with Goodreads policies. the gross misuse of the oxford comma and the general juvenile sense you got from the writing, if you told me a 10 year old produced this i would believe you.Well, more or less trying as childhood trauma lets her believe that the world is too cruel to be living in. Authors, if you are a member of the Goodreads Author Program, you can edit information about your own books. It has a good plot but if you talk about mental health it need to be more in depth and factual it made lily sound annoying when sheās just suffering. This eBook can be accessed through the free Dymocks eReader app, ( iOS, Android, Windows), or downloaded via Adobe Digital Editions (and other . like we get the hype around hockey boys but can you PLEASE give them personality except the "effortlessly hot and charming guy who gets all the girls including the girl who thought she was better than doing jocks" ?
things i liked: the authorās depiction of siblings ā Eira (i almost cried) in particular, the found family between the guys, the Spanish, the song lyrics before each chapter, that one Chase Atlantic bit, the coffee tasting, and any hockey / skating subplot is always fun. AND I need to say more this book has such a bad portrayal I mean Iām not a gatekeeper of mental health and not everyone is the same when suffering, but it canāt be cured by one man all of a sudden this also ties into how authors act like men are the cure to women's problems they are NOT she needed help not a boyfriend to cure her depression.And when Colin suddenly appeared and turned her life upside down, I loved that it truly messed up her inner monologue as well. I actually cried with certain bits and especially with Collins sister and when he explained about his brother omg my heart couldnāt handle it and when he was reading Lillyās journal my heart broke . I still think that after finishing this book - although I'm not fully hooked by how the book delivered the story. And despite showing how much Collin struggled with his brother's suicide and felt he should have done something to stop it, he doesn't do anything to stop Lily. Not a huge fan of how Lilyās mental illness is portrayed or being handled so far, and from other reviews this doesnāt get better as it does on.